RunI fall,Run by JackieRB2007
I want to yell to you for you to come find me,
I am somewhere I do not know and i feel like I can't manage on my own at all.
Please come find me,
be with me and stay by my side,
don't leave me once you find me I don't want to be without you for a single second.
Everything inside of is starting to close in and I don't know how to control myself,
my emotions are going crazy.
No matter what will happen and what has happened I can't live another moment without what you have to give.
No matter how scared that makes me deep down inside my soul.
FearYou scare me,Fear by JackieRB2007
You frighten me when you take hold of me and latch onto me with your force and weight.
I try to hold it all in but you scream at me to stop and shut up,
So I hold it in,
I don't breathe,
I hardly blink,
I fear I might explode.
You scream at me to shut up when my will starts to break and I'm about to break down and let my heart burst.
I will fight to keep it together as long as I can,
But the moment you calm and look into my eyes and we begin to speak calmly again I beg you if I can finally cry and let it out.
You huff and I can't help it,
it all pours out and I break.
You cring and you say 'baby please don't cry'
I can't contain myself anymore and apologize for crying and beg you not to be angry with me and please just let me,
it has come from the fear you caused inside my poor heart and mind.
You tell me I am strong but sometimes I need to break and let my emotions out and feel like a girl.
I can't be strong all the time.
complexThe complex,complex by JackieRB2007
fucking wretched thing we obsess over.
The one thing no one can let go or truly understand.
We throw it around like we comprehend what it is all about,
like we know just what we are doing...
the truth is all we are doing is lying to ourselves about the one thing in this universe that is the single most complicated thing to truly grasp.
You say it daily,
you claim to have had it and understood at such a raw age...
To claim to know so much is preposterous.
You know nothing of love.
None of us do.
It just happens to us,
it takes us over and consumes us with everything it has and is and we never saw it coming.
There was nothing we could do to prepare,
This day was bound to come at some point in all our lives.
So this is love?
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