lost

You tell me you don't want me to go,
But you tell me you need me to go.

You aren't ready for this,
You can't handle what i want.
I've fallen for you,
I think you have to;
You are just scared that life might not go how you planned if you let me in.

I might just crash and burn without you near me.
I crave to be near you,
You make me weak,
I get lost in you.

I was at the top.
The top of a mountain,
I met you and i fell down so fast.
I feel like now that I've found you i can't have a life without you.

You want me to go?
Tell me to leave.
Don't tell me you can't have me leave and force something you don't want.
Focus on you,
I will learn.
I will fight without you,
I will be strong.
I don't want to go.
But love will find a way.
I love you,
With my whole heart.

If you turn out to not be my forever, know that i loved you like it.