You tell me you don't want me to go,
But you tell me you need me to go.
You aren't ready for this,
You can't handle what i want.
I've fallen for you,
I think you have to;
You are just scared that life might not go how you planned if you let me in.
I might just crash and burn without you near me.
I crave to be near you,
You make me weak,
I get lost in you.
I was at the top.
The top of a mountain,
I met you and i fell down so fast.
I feel like now that I've found you i can't have a life without you.
You want me to go?
Tell me to leave.
Don't tell me you can't have me leave and force something you don't want.
Focus on you,
I wil
You scare me,
You frighten me when you take hold of me and latch onto me with your force and weight.
I try to hold it all in but you scream at me to stop and shut up,
So I hold it in,
I don't breathe,
I hardly blink,
I fear I might explode.
You scream at me to shut up when my will starts to break and I'm about to break down and let my heart burst.
I will fight to keep it together as long as I can,
But the moment you calm and look into my eyes and we begin to speak calmly again I beg you if I can finally cry and let it out.
You huff and I can't help it,
it all pours out and I break.
You cring and you say 'baby please don't cry'
I can't co